BROKEN.

Ughs. I dunno. I'm out of this world. I just dunno. What to do. What's happening in my life. I wanna scream. But I can't. I wanna jump off the cliff. But I can't. I wanna do something. But I dun feel like to. My friends, they're there. But I dun feel like I need their help. Nobody can help me. Nobody can. I feel weird. 'Cause I'm weird. I really dunno. Oh, KILL ME! I wanna hold ma breath until I disappear. But I can't. I just can't do something. Anything. I feel so broken. But mostly. LOST. Am I missing something? Or is it just another freaking teenage thingy? I hate this weird feeling. Making me insane. The sanity. It's so killing me. The realities. Making me suffer MORE! How I wish, everything is just a dream. I wish I'm just a character in the world of Harry Potter or Twilight. Or any fictional books or movies. My life is like a horror movie. Full of scary things. Full of horrifying stuffs. Full of crazyness. And I love it that I so hate it. I wish someone will ask me if am I ok. And I'll say "I'm okay". Then, that someone will hug me tight and whispers "I know, you're not." But when? Who? When will that someone appear in my life. My best friend. That's what I'm missing.