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Saturday, February 6, 2010

We got scolded after this event. Because this field trip was supposed to be about the college stuffs and serious stuffs. But us are crazy laughing. We all had fun. Taking pictures. Laughing out loud. Oh gosh, I never expected this day would be liek that. Life is so unpredictable. FU life.
Thursday, February 4, 2010
Romeo, Save Me !
Dear my Romeo/Prince Of Disguise,
You dunno what it's like to be me. It sucks to be me. I feel like all of me is falling down. I feel like a broken glass. I feel broken but no I'm not. It's just that there's something missing. Is it? I don't know me anymore. I don't know what to do. I'm so freaking out. Tears from my eyes fall down thinking about the things I'm lacking. I have a broken family. And worst of all, my friends are little by little loosing on grips of my arms. I don't even know if what I'm babbling makes sense but please help me, save me, let me breathe and let me feel the warmth of your embrace. I guess I'm just an unlucky girl who doesn't deserve anything, a loser. I fail all the time. And this is why I wish I really just never exist. I'm just a worthless hopeless loveless girl. I wait for you everyday. I dream of you every night. I daydream in school of how we would meet, how you'll make me happy and how all of this frown would turn upside down. I guess it would never happen. Never ever ever never. I asked myself if I believe in love and yes I did but now I don't know anymore. I just want my life to be the way it should be. Why did I even bother to be in this place I called hell. I expected too much. I expected a happy life here. But no it never did happen and i'm afraid IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN. I think about my future because looking back at the past is too much pain. I miss my past. The present makes me wanna kill myself. And future is ahead and I don't want to make bad choices anymore. I guess I'll just stare at the air and wait for you to come. But no, I need to do something. But how? I have no clue. My life is once awesome, once a rainbow but now teenage years feels like black and white and what about the future? colorless maybe. I'm such a loser. They all left me alone in the dark. I'm so loser and a loner. I try to smile to hide my frown. I try to laugh to hide my weeping. I wish someone would notice how I really feel deep inside. I guess it's just me. Only me. I need you. I miss you. I love you. You and I. Our love will not, never ever, gonna happen. I just wanna die. And all of this will be over. It doesn't matter if I'm going to Hell or heaven. What matters most is it's all over.
Love, me
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Friday, January 29, 2010
Sunday, January 24, 2010
GEE GEE GEE BABY BABY BAY
Aha Listen Boy
My First Love Story
My Angel
And My Girls
My Sunshine
Oh Oh let's go
Neomu Neomu Meotjyeo Nuni Nuni Pusyeo
Sumeul Moshigeso Tteollineun-keol
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Oh Neomu Pukkeureoweo Chyeodabol Su Eopseo
Sarang-eh Ppajyeosseo Sujubeun Keol
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
(Eotteoke Hajyo) Eotteokajyo
(Teollineun Naneun) Tteollineun Naneunyo
(Tugeun x4) Tugeun Tugeun Keoryeo Pame Chamdo Monirujyo
Naneun Naneun Pabon-gabwayo
Keudae Keudae Pakke Moreuneun
Pabo Keuraeyo Keudae Poneun Nal
Neomu Panjjak Panjjak Nuni Pusyeo no no no no no
Neomu Kamjjak Kamjjak Nollan Naneun oh oh oh oh
Neomu Chari Charit Momi Tteolyeo gee gee gee gee gee
Oh Cheojeun Nunbit (oh yeah)
Oh Cho-eun Hyankki (oh yeah yeah yeah)
Oh Neomu Neomu Yeppeo Mami Neomu Yeppeo
Cheot Nuneh Panaeseo Kkok Chibeungeol
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Neomuna Tteugeoweo Manchil Suga Eopseo
Sarang-i Twiboryeo Hukkeunan Geol
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
(Eojjeomyeom Chowa) Eojjeomyeon Chowayo
(Sujubeun Naneun) Sujubeun Naneun-yo
(Molla x4) Molla Molla Hamyeo Maeil Keudaeman Keurijyo
Chinan Chin-gudeureun Mal-hajyo
Cheongmal Neoneun Cheongmal Momallyeo
Pabo Hajiman Keudael Poneun Na
Neomu Panjjak Panjjak Nuni Pusyeo no no no no no
Neomu Kamjjak Kamjjak Nollan Naneun oh oh oh oh
Neomu Chari Charit Momi Tteolyeo gee gee gee gee gee
Oh Cheojeun Nunbit (oh yeah)
Oh Cho-eun Hyankki (oh yeah yeah yeah)
Maldo Motaeneun Geol Neomu Pukkeureoweo Haneun Na
Yonkkiga Eopneun Keolkka Eotteokaeya Cho-eun Keolkka
Tugeun Tugeun Mam Chorimyeo Parapogo Inneun Na
Neomu Panjjak Panjjak Nuni Pusyeo no no no no no
Neomu Kamjjak Kamjjak Nollan Naneun oh oh oh oh
Neomu Chari Charit Momi Tteolyeo gee gee gee gee gee
Oh Cheojeun Nunbit (oh yeah)
Oh Cho-eun Hyankki (oh yeah yeah yeah)
(Nuni Pusyeo~)
Neomu Panjjak Panjjak Nuni Pusyeo no no no no no
Neomu Kamjjak Kamjjak Nollan Naneun oh oh oh oh (Tteolyeowa)
Neomu Chari Charit Momi Tteolyeo gee gee gee gee gee (Tteolyeowa)
Oh Cheojeun Nunbit (oh yeah)
Oh Cho-eun Hyankki (oh yeah yeah yeah)
i heart this song.
My First Love Story
My Angel
And My Girls
My Sunshine
Oh Oh let's go
Neomu Neomu Meotjyeo Nuni Nuni Pusyeo
Sumeul Moshigeso Tteollineun-keol
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Oh Neomu Pukkeureoweo Chyeodabol Su Eopseo
Sarang-eh Ppajyeosseo Sujubeun Keol
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
(Eotteoke Hajyo) Eotteokajyo
(Teollineun Naneun) Tteollineun Naneunyo
(Tugeun x4) Tugeun Tugeun Keoryeo Pame Chamdo Monirujyo
Naneun Naneun Pabon-gabwayo
Keudae Keudae Pakke Moreuneun
Pabo Keuraeyo Keudae Poneun Nal
Neomu Panjjak Panjjak Nuni Pusyeo no no no no no
Neomu Kamjjak Kamjjak Nollan Naneun oh oh oh oh
Neomu Chari Charit Momi Tteolyeo gee gee gee gee gee
Oh Cheojeun Nunbit (oh yeah)
Oh Cho-eun Hyankki (oh yeah yeah yeah)
Oh Neomu Neomu Yeppeo Mami Neomu Yeppeo
Cheot Nuneh Panaeseo Kkok Chibeungeol
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Neomuna Tteugeoweo Manchil Suga Eopseo
Sarang-i Twiboryeo Hukkeunan Geol
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
(Eojjeomyeom Chowa) Eojjeomyeon Chowayo
(Sujubeun Naneun) Sujubeun Naneun-yo
(Molla x4) Molla Molla Hamyeo Maeil Keudaeman Keurijyo
Chinan Chin-gudeureun Mal-hajyo
Cheongmal Neoneun Cheongmal Momallyeo
Pabo Hajiman Keudael Poneun Na
Neomu Panjjak Panjjak Nuni Pusyeo no no no no no
Neomu Kamjjak Kamjjak Nollan Naneun oh oh oh oh
Neomu Chari Charit Momi Tteolyeo gee gee gee gee gee
Oh Cheojeun Nunbit (oh yeah)
Oh Cho-eun Hyankki (oh yeah yeah yeah)
Maldo Motaeneun Geol Neomu Pukkeureoweo Haneun Na
Yonkkiga Eopneun Keolkka Eotteokaeya Cho-eun Keolkka
Tugeun Tugeun Mam Chorimyeo Parapogo Inneun Na
Neomu Panjjak Panjjak Nuni Pusyeo no no no no no
Neomu Kamjjak Kamjjak Nollan Naneun oh oh oh oh
Neomu Chari Charit Momi Tteolyeo gee gee gee gee gee
Oh Cheojeun Nunbit (oh yeah)
Oh Cho-eun Hyankki (oh yeah yeah yeah)
(Nuni Pusyeo~)
Neomu Panjjak Panjjak Nuni Pusyeo no no no no no
Neomu Kamjjak Kamjjak Nollan Naneun oh oh oh oh (Tteolyeowa)
Neomu Chari Charit Momi Tteolyeo gee gee gee gee gee (Tteolyeowa)
Oh Cheojeun Nunbit (oh yeah)
Oh Cho-eun Hyankki (oh yeah yeah yeah)
i heart this song.
Saturday, January 23, 2010
Sunday, January 17, 2010
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
MY LIFE IS LIKE MATH.
I just got my report card today. And I'm so not happy about it. I know, people are saying it's still a good grade. But for me, it's not. 'Cause this 1st quarter, I got A in math. But now, I got B. And I hate it because I thought it was really A but no it's not. Stupid teacher. He said I got an A but it's really B. Ughs. I dun wanna think about it anymore. In fact, I dun wanna go to school anymore. I wanna sleep forever. And never ever wake up unless someone would wake me up. "Someone" who can comfort me in this tough times like what's currently happening in my life. I just don't get it. My life is really like math. FML. Well, I guess I should've just expected the unexpected. I should've worked hard and do my best. But no, I didn't. I guess I deserved that grade. I should eat that grade. Stupid procrastinations of mine. And now I've tons of homeworks to do but I still put it aside. And do computer instead. Can "someone" help me? I dunno. I just read my horoscope and it said I should expect miracles and it should come. I always expect for miracles. But no it isn't coming. Maybe the miracle is about the math thingy. Or 'bout the friends splitting up. So suckish. Sucks to be me. I wish I'm just some other person. SOME person. "SOMEONE".
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
BROKEN.
Ughs. I dunno. I'm out of this world. I just dunno. What to do. What's happening in my life. I wanna scream. But I can't. I wanna jump off the cliff. But I can't. I wanna do something. But I dun feel like to. My friends, they're there. But I dun feel like I need their help. Nobody can help me. Nobody can. I feel weird. 'Cause I'm weird. I really dunno. Oh, KILL ME! I wanna hold ma breath until I disappear. But I can't. I just can't do something. Anything. I feel so broken. But mostly. LOST. Am I missing something? Or is it just another freaking teenage thingy? I hate this weird feeling. Making me insane. The sanity. It's so killing me. The realities. Making me suffer MORE! How I wish, everything is just a dream. I wish I'm just a character in the world of Harry Potter or Twilight. Or any fictional books or movies. My life is like a horror movie. Full of scary things. Full of horrifying stuffs. Full of crazyness. And I love it that I so hate it. I wish someone will ask me if am I ok. And I'll say "I'm okay". Then, that someone will hug me tight and whispers "I know, you're not." But when? Who? When will that someone appear in my life. My best friend. That's what I'm missing.
PICTURECLUB <333
Mkay. So, I'm so addicted to pictureclub. People there are just so funny and cute. And yea, we all get along very well together. Not like in school. Ugh. That reminds me of tomorrow. Stupid school. Let's go back to me talking 'bout pictureclub. It's a site where I can be who I am. Woah, that's deep. And we all do are missions, right or wrong. Some even do a lot of work to accomplish their mission like drawing on their face, arms, etc. And doing some funny faces. That's why I really love this freaking site. There lots of hoars there. Yeah, that's also where I learned certain stuffs like IKR= I Know Right. FML= Fvck My Life and HOARS <3 which I love the most. I'm still wishing to learn something new 'bout that site. 'Cause yeah, I'm still new. I think I've just been there like 2 or 3 days. Hah! Oh, I so heart omgpop. It's where I can procrastinate all the BORING stuffs. LAME. like homeworks, school, CHATTING. I don't really like talking. Like I said, I DON'T TALK. I RUN. But yeah, I like typing words but NAWT talking. lol. So yea, It's 11:04 PM. Once again, so close to AM. That's why I always got hungover when I wake up in the morning. I got school tomorrow. I wish it's friday already. We got 4-day weekend. Yahyy! Computer all day, all night. I wonder what will happen tomorrow. Ugh. Betcha it'll be suckish. I hate school but sometimes I just love it. The learnings and FUN stuffs. Like in math, thank goodness I'm finished with it. I drew those cubes even though it doesn't really looks perfect but I enjoyed it. Yeah, Math! Then, in science, I'm actually excited 'bout this project we'll assigned to make. 'Bout moon and stuffs. Hayy, reminds me of ma past. At me old school, the school where I love. Same as pictureclub. <3 So, Imma go now. Imma find something to eat.
Monday, January 11, 2010
I AM SUCH A LOSER TO YOU.
Guess what happened in track?! It killed me. I'm so exhausted. We did tons of work. We run. And the baton relay thingy. I hate that. 'Cause I don't get it right. And we did the suicide thingy. That was fun. I raced with the cute four eyes dude- Yupp! I think CERTAIN guys with glasses are hawt. And yeah, we were running together at the first to fifth cones but when we reached the last cone, I slow down. Then, he got back first and so I lose. I'm such a loser for him. Hah! I need to do math homework. So suckish. TTYL.
Sunday, January 10, 2010
TIME GOES FAST.
Superb fast. I thought I was gonna finish ma homework today but no. I didn't do anything but computer. I never even eat lunch and even dinner. Gosh, I have no life. I wonder what gonna happen tomorrow. It's gonna be Sunday. Then, MONDAY. Which mean, school. And I wanna do many things but laziness is always on my way. I hate you LAZINESS/SLOTH. I'm such a stupid girl. Stupid, stupid, stupid. I hate me. I wish I was someone else. Someone who have a happy life. Someone who treasure every time she gets. I wonder when will my life ever turn into a happy rainbow life. So boring. I dunno what to do. I dunno what I'm feeling. I'm hungry. Wanna eat bento. I heart bentos. <333
Saturday, January 9, 2010
SATURDAY.
I just woke up from the sound of popping balloons. My mind said "someone's playing balloono.", it was the stupid monkey. So, I rush to my laptop and play it, too. I guess I'm such an addict on computer. I even had a dream about the pictureclub. That was weird. It felt like it was really happening. Anyhoo, I was just watching the Unscript videos on youtube. I first watched the Harry Potter trio interview and the Twilight. That was fun. What I didn't like was that in Twilight, Taylor Lautner wasn't there. Bummer. I just realized I need to do lots of homework. And due to laziness, I forgot to see the moon last night. And the other night. Ugh. I hope I could finish it. But I know, I couldn't. 'Cause my laziness is so eating me. Like I said, laziness is my enemy. I wonder when will I ever win against my enemy. I guess, once in a blue moon. Hah! The blue moon article, I need to finish it. Grrr. I thought weekend is gonna be my rest day but no. Still SCHOOL. So gay.
FIELD OF INTERESTS.
Well, I just remembered that LOES (League of extraordinary students) and I signed up for it. But dunno if Imma be accepted. And on that paper. They asked what are my field of interests. They have no idea how many my interests are. With that small line, I just list some of my top 5 or 7 interests. So, imma put here in this entry lies my interest:
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
[it goes on and on and on and on and on. infinity]
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
Love
[it goes on and on and on and on and on. infinity]
Friday, January 8, 2010
I FEEL LIKE FLYING
I just saw a bird while walking down the street. Flying. I envy that bird so bad. I wish I could meet Patch, my fallen-slash-guardian angel. Have you read Hush, hush? I love that book so much. But I love Patch MORE. *sigh* When will I ever met him? It's Friday. And I'm all alone in this place I called hell. That's why I wanna fly so bad. It's my dream. My big dream. A dream that I would never reach. Well, maybe I could if I BELIEVE. Oh well. Feeling relieved school's over. But then I got to do homeworks. So suckish. Told ya, I could never fly. Even though they call me fly.
TGIF
Oh My. I hate school. I hate school. I hate school. I hate school. I hate school. I hate school. I hate school. I hate school. I hate school. I hate school.................... [infinity hatred]
Thursday, January 7, 2010
CROSS-COUNTRY? UNEASY.
This day was exhausting. I think imma die sooner or later or maybe NOW. After lunch, I felt this weird stupid nauseating feeling, my stomach is eating my belly. Maybe because of not eating on time or maybe it was because of that stupid lunch-pizza (or maybe NOT. absolutely. i heart pizzas). In period 2, the last period of the day, I can't seem to focus at our lesson because of the weird feeling. And our lesson was about making boxes and figuring out their areas and dimensions which I love because it's like art. It IS art. Then, we got our homeworks which my teacher said that his fave part was giving homeworks. Cool teacher. Then, when the bell rang and it's a sign for students to go home. But not me and the others who have cross-country/track. I don't feel so well. But I still went. Because I'm FEARLESS. We run around the whole school. And we did the 4 laps of different percentage to run. 1st lap: 25%. 2nd lap:50%. 3rd lap: 70%. 4th lap: 80%. After formed into group of 3. Then, we do all kinds of stuffs. The first person did the jumping rope 50 times. Then, me, did the pull-ups. It was hard. Then, the third person, which was this dude. I like him. But not like like. I mean he's fast. So yeah, then all of us did 10 jumping ropes. And i think we won. Or maybe the other. Then, the last thig we did was running around. I was so damn dead beat. My head is spinning that time and visions were all hazy. Then, we went home. THE END. And now I'm here still feeling UNEASY.
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
WTH IS LOVE?
Love Is ...
Love is the greatest feeling,
Love is like a play,
Love is what I feel for you,
Each and every day,
Love is like a smile,
Love is like a song,
Love is a great emotion,
That keeps us going strong,
I love you with my heart,
My body and my soul,
I love the way I keep loving,
Like a love I can't control,
So remember when your eyes meet mine,
I love you with all my heart,
And I have poured my entire soul into you,
Right from the very start.
- Meghan -
Love is the greatest feeling,
Love is like a play,
Love is what I feel for you,
Each and every day,
Love is like a smile,
Love is like a song,
Love is a great emotion,
That keeps us going strong,
I love you with my heart,
My body and my soul,
I love the way I keep loving,
Like a love I can't control,
So remember when your eyes meet mine,
I love you with all my heart,
And I have poured my entire soul into you,
Right from the very start.
- Meghan -
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
SCHOOL WAS TORTURE!
Homeroom=our room is shiny. XD
Pd.2=suckish. stupid math.
Pd.3=new teacher. new subject. same students. boring.
Pd.4=ugly. made me nauseous.
Pd.5=our hand touched. i felt some lightning bolt hit me. but, ignored it.
Pd.6=I hold my breath 'til the bell rang.
I hate school. I hate waking up early. Students' faces make me barf except his. His beauty always makes me smile. I wonder when will I meet the TRUE him. (:
Pd.2=suckish. stupid math.
Pd.3=new teacher. new subject. same students. boring.
Pd.4=ugly. made me nauseous.
Pd.5=our hand touched. i felt some lightning bolt hit me. but, ignored it.
Pd.6=I hold my breath 'til the bell rang.
I hate school. I hate waking up early. Students' faces make me barf except his. His beauty always makes me smile. I wonder when will I meet the TRUE him. (:
Monday, January 4, 2010
SCHOOL? NOOO T^T
I just realized, school starts tomorrow. First day. Of school. In 2010. I wonder what's gonna happen. And those homeworks. I never finished them. I'm too lazy. FVCK HOMEWORK. FVCK SCHOOL. I wish time would just skip to summer.
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