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We got scolded after this event. Because this field trip was supposed to be about the college stuffs and serious stuffs. But us are crazy laughing. We all had fun. Taking pictures. Laughing out loud. Oh gosh, I never expected this day would be liek that. Life is so unpredictable. FU life.
Thursday, February 4, 2010
Romeo, Save Me !
Dear my Romeo/Prince Of Disguise,
You dunno what it's like to be me. It sucks to be me. I feel like all of me is falling down. I feel like a broken glass. I feel broken but no I'm not. It's just that there's something missing. Is it? I don't know me anymore. I don't know what to do. I'm so freaking out. Tears from my eyes fall down thinking about the things I'm lacking. I have a broken family. And worst of all, my friends are little by little loosing on grips of my arms. I don't even know if what I'm babbling makes sense but please help me, save me, let me breathe and let me feel the warmth of your embrace. I guess I'm just an unlucky girl who doesn't deserve anything, a loser. I fail all the time. And this is why I wish I really just never exist. I'm just a worthless hopeless loveless girl. I wait for you everyday. I dream of you every night. I daydream in school of how we would meet, how you'll make me happy and how all of this frown would turn upside down. I guess it would never happen. Never ever ever never. I asked myself if I believe in love and yes I did but now I don't know anymore. I just want my life to be the way it should be. Why did I even bother to be in this place I called hell. I expected too much. I expected a happy life here. But no it never did happen and i'm afraid IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN. I think about my future because looking back at the past is too much pain. I miss my past. The present makes me wanna kill myself. And future is ahead and I don't want to make bad choices anymore. I guess I'll just stare at the air and wait for you to come. But no, I need to do something. But how? I have no clue. My life is once awesome, once a rainbow but now teenage years feels like black and white and what about the future? colorless maybe. I'm such a loser. They all left me alone in the dark. I'm so loser and a loner. I try to smile to hide my frown. I try to laugh to hide my weeping. I wish someone would notice how I really feel deep inside. I guess it's just me. Only me. I need you. I miss you. I love you. You and I. Our love will not, never ever, gonna happen. I just wanna die. And all of this will be over. It doesn't matter if I'm going to Hell or heaven. What matters most is it's all over.
Love, me
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
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